Currently Playing My Way By Usher see related

I need a job. well i dont really NEED one but then i want to be able to work at someplace, ya know and make some money, do work, keep myself occupied. I guess the fact that i dont have a job is that im not trying as hard i should be. Like i mean i turn in applications and all that stuff but then i dont bug the comkpanies and call them and what not. i did have an interview with tommy, but obviously since im writing about not having a job, i didnt get it.

Things at home are retarded. its just kinda like im on house arrest or something. im not allowed to do crap. i mean, i prolly wont be able to go to wal mart bymyself , cuz my parents are just suspicious and all that. it sucks to be in this kind of situation. AND they took the fone out of mah room so i wont talk on the fone without them knowing, and its really sad that whenever pat calls and mah dad answers it, he'll say that im not home or something and then not mention to me at all that he called. Yeah things jsut suck all around

I still need to go skool shopping. Havent done that yet.

but aha, my birthday is coming up this sunday. the 15. yup im gonna be 17. Its kinda weird cuz i feel like im getting old but then im really not. im still young.  Now i can soon see rated R movies, legally. :)

dang i havent written in here for a long time. yeah... im over here in salinas. im glad im here cuz the weather is how i like it, cuz its not hot. i am bored. im about to go to one of mah other cousins house tho and see some of mah cousins from washington.

i wish i had a cell fone... yes, to call pat.  dang, the drive here kinda sucked. it was hella hot and hella boring.

okay gotta go.  peace out

Currently Watching A Little Princess By Liesel Matthews, Eleanor Bron, Liam Cunningham see related

This mornin i went to ihop and had this nasty salad thingy. it LOOKED like it would be something good to eat, but then when you actually have it right there in front of you, its not all that great. After that i got my bridesmaid dress altered. It took forever to do too. i dont really like how it turned out on me.

Dang, ive been up since 6 in the mornin, for no reason at all mah mom woke me up that early cuz she was yellin at me to find out where the fone was.

I hope that i get to see Pat sometime soon. i haev no idea when the next time i will see him so it sucks nuts.

oh i love this movie... A little princess. gotta watch. i love it

Aha.... free carwash, mah dad washed mah car for me. im happy. AND i have gas for mah car. Its all good. Now all i need is somewhere to go...

Dang, i havent written in this thing for like the longest time.

not much goin on lately. My summer is pretty boring. i need to find a job SOON. whenever possible so that it finally gives me something to do. Went to salinas last week. It was kool. i had fun. i miss the weather over there, and the starbucks. At least when i was there i had something to do. i bascically did something everyday. i sooooooo tired of barstow, and ive only been back for like two days. and it sucks because i know that i prolly wont be seein pat anytime soon, even though i would like to. Yeah , my mom is home ALL the time and she wont let me go ANYWHERE, so everything sucks ass.

Yes, im bored.

its  11:53 and itll be 7 min when it turns into the 15th. Wow, its already been a year. and it   just doesnt feel like it Im here in salinas rite now, at the house and all. i dunno its hard not to think about all of this stuff and especially tomorrow..... we dont knoe what were gonna be doin yet. Every since, salinas has changed to me. idunno. im happy here tho, just being able to spend time with family and all have fun . Heh, it was pretty kool cuz me and dennis  and ryan like the oc and we got like everyone else to stay home and watch it and all get into it and that stuff. great show. and i got dennis into one tree hill...... yomp, another great show.

1200 rite now.......